Paula,
I know how hard it is to be strong, it was hard for me. Make sure to take a few minutes for yourself when you can, thats what helped me. I tried not to show my pain to help him. Duane went through 2 ATG treatments and neither one took. He went through a BMT very well, but because of the chemo and having no immune system, infections over took. I cried too. I still do each and every day. He too was my whole world even more than I could tell you. Keep strong and keep me posted. I would love to be there for you and yours.
Lori
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