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Old Wed Aug 5, 2015, 10:44 PM
Francisb Francisb is offline
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Well, I need your shoulders to cry on today. I have known since July 15 I was going to have to have chemo, but because my white blood cells are going down, she doesn't want me around little kids, and that's part of my job. I wasn't facing the white cell issue but it was in the back of my mind. I had been trying to make up my mind what to do. She didn't tell me anything today that I didn't know but had my self believing I was going to get to go to work and everything was going to be ok. Just a big let down but I know I have to take care of myself. And I will get back up!!! I will take a Vidaza shot 5 days a week and be off 3 weeks. Sure hope it works. I feel like I am on a roller coaster and can't get off. Maybe not working will take a load off me. Enough feeling sorry for myself. Thanks for listening.
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