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BMT coordinator rang this afternoon, less than 24hrs before I was due to go in, and the donor has now said they're unavailable on that day. I absolutely fell to pieces, and I have no more energy to talk about this right now. I'm not likely to find out my new date for several days. Practical considerations aside, this feels like a massive, massive blow, and I still have to look at everyone I know sending me well wishes tomorrow for something that isn't happening tomorrow now.
I think we're going to get out of the city and have a picnic tomorrow.
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36/F - 1984 SAA treated with ATG [complete remission until] Oct 08 - burst blood vessels in eyes and low platelets; Jan 09 - AA & hypo-MDS; July 09 - BMT (RIC MUD PSCT) July 10 - 10k for Anthony Nolan (1yr post BMT! 53:48) Sep 10 - Wedding!  I've run 5 marathons now!! (PB 3:30!)
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