Had a restless sleep last night wondering if I should do the trial, or just leave things be. Having a real hard time finding someone to take me and bring me back from Melbourne. I haven't signed anything in commitment to it yet ... and it may just increase the platelets for a little while... I don't know what to do really. As far as I know my count is stable at the moment.... and may stay that way. The hospital is just so far away and my family here (Uncle and Aunt, and Grandparents) are either too busy, or getting to old to travel all that way!
My move seems to be a big mistake... and my life is in a bit of a mess anyway. Maybe I made myself sick with the stress... 
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Julie (38yrs); dx AA 1996 & treated w/ATG, cyclosporine & G-CSF; 2010 dx int-1 secondary MDS, low platelets, on prevention antibiotics, fevers of unknown origin, MUD found for BMT when the time is right, which is now! MDS transformed to AML after many infections.
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