[Carole L]

Thanks everyone for your comments. I must apologize for my harsh reaction re refusal of treatments although I think most of you will understand the ''shock" of it all.

I am now leaning toward a course of Vidaza as have had a chance to read people's experiences together with a little more research. As always time softens ones reactions. Short term discomfort from side effects that may yield less transfusions is of course of HUGE benefit.

Am awaiting treatment plan option details from Angeles hospital in Tijuana as believe that a non invasive approach can yield as good or better results for me. Saying that however, I am also a realist and realize the drug option may be the best route.

Thanks for the words and stories of hope re bone marrow transplant. Of course never say never.

With many thanks
Carole