[Missyblue]

I am a new member to this site/forum and just wanted to say "Hi" and say that I am really glad that I found it. I was dx with very severe aplastic anemia 11/07 and I have been getting bummed that after a year my numbers will not rise. I will be weened of the cyclosporine starting in Nov and I am afraid. Any words of support? I am a 46 year old female that has always been strong, healthy and optimistic and independent. Wow what a change when life throws you a curve. I have never been depressed but I think I am getting there. I do realize there are people out there in much worse conditions and I hate to whine so I usually keep my feelings to myself and it is starting to wear on me. Anyone??