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ryan,
given what you have been through, it seems normal to havve some fear. after 9 flights of stairs after only a short time seems a bit anxious. i highky recommend some form of regular meditation, prayer, or counseling, or some combination of the three. if you are consumed by fear, you may be wearing yourself down unnecessarily. work on appreciating how well you feel each day rather than what you may have felt in the past. I dont think this is a fair comparison at this stage of recovery.
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MDS RCMD w/grade 2-3 fibrosis. Allo-MUD Feb 26, 2014. Relapsed August 2014. Free and clear of MDS since November 2014 after treatment with Vidaza and Rituxan. Experiencing autoimmune attack on CNS thought to be GVHD, some gut, skin and ocular cGVHD. Neuropathy over 80% of body.
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