Thanks neil and sandra,
Why do I feel so guilty if I take time for me????
I feel like I let Peter down, the staff down, my son down if I just want to disappear. Are these all normal caregiver feelings are am I just run down or whatever?
Anyway, the thing is there is no support group up here in northern indiana for caregivers to BMT patients. His transplant was in Indy (3hrs south) and their support groups are nearly impossible for me to get to.
I guess I just want some to relate to.
Hope, wife of Peter - 35yr old that was diagnosed with MDS RAEB Oct 2007, underwent 2 rounds of Chemo in Jan 08, and 3rd round of Chemo with TBI in March 08 followed by Bone Marrow Transplant April 08.