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Rachlm927,
So sorry for your loss... Your mom will be in my prayers...
The healing must begin with you... Don't look for someone to blame, and don't blame yourself...
One thing that helps me make sense of things, is the thought that no matter who you are kind / not so kind, rich / poor, etc. makes no difference...
It rains on everyone regardless of whether they are just or in-just...
Your Mom's life has ended here on earth, not yours... (I lost both my mother & father within 6 months of each other, both to cancer some 5 years ago) My father died 3 weeks after being diagnosed with Pancreatic cancer, my mother from lung cancer (second hand smoke from my father) they were 69 & 60 years young...
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Married, father of three daughters; now 46; diagnosed w/ Major form MDS 6/18/2013; had low counts across the board; Multiple chromosome abnormalities; Finished 2nd round Dacogen 9/13; SCT - Oct. 31, 2013; Sibling match 10/10  ; 5.5% blasts down to 3%, now 1% (post BMT)
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