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holding on to sanity
I apllaud all of you for dealing with this every day.... You are true hero's, and much much stronger than I am. At any age this has to hit like a ton of bricks. All I can say is at 36, the brightest part of my day is looking into my little girls big blue eyes as I walk in the door with her running for a hug, and kissing my beautiful wife. In a moments notice, that time may be extremely limited, and that type of fear, and anger, really takes hold and just makes me want to ughghghgh. Sorry for the rant. I just love my family very much as we all do, and I feel like I might be taken away much to soon. The last thing I need right now is to be angry with god, and I know it is hill will be done, not Paul's will, but it is still hard to accept that sometimes.
God bless you all, and I will post more as I get the diagnosis.
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