Jules, I just re-read your post and it sounds quite negative!
I think you need to work on being a bit more positive about this whole process in your life at the moment, or you will end up alone through this.
Work on the things that mean most to you at this point in time. And forget about those things that overwhelm you, until they need to be addressed. One thing at a time.
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Julie (38yrs); dx AA 1996 & treated w/ATG, cyclosporine & G-CSF; 2010 dx int-1 secondary MDS, low platelets, on prevention antibiotics, fevers of unknown origin, MUD found for BMT when the time is right, which is now! MDS transformed to AML after many infections.
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