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Thank you both for your kind words and great answers, it really helped me. I guess maybe the "what-if" is just my way of coping. I do believe she had great doctors and she was at one of the best cancer hospitals in St. Louis, and her doctors told us they would never give up on her, and they never did. I would never second guess their decisions, I know they did what was best for her throughout the whole process.Her numbers were always so awful and her platelets weren't coming up sufficiently after chemo so she probably wouldn't have survived through a round of maintenance chemo and the stem cell transplant anyway. Thanks again for taking the time to reply. I know it doesn't matter anyway now that's she's gone, I was just genuinely curious.
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