hi rccd-thank you for your response of hope. your suggestion of taking someone with me is thoughtful and correct. I did that at the onset of my dx but it didn't work for me. I see him every six weeks after cbc of three wk intervals and during that time I write down everything that's on my mind and go over that list right after he gives me the lab reports. I then take notes that I feel are important and I feel comfortable to even ask what some may feel as dumb. we don't stop our session until I feel satisfied.
you are right in saying that today's prog is 60 months but there is only One who truly knows our special Time. That and friends like you and the other responders give me peace and hope Jay
