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Shinsma
So sorry about your husband.
You will get thru this it will be difficult, you will cry,laugh and be angry it is all part of this thing we know as life.
My husband and best Pal died in July of last year and i miss him so very much, he is always with me, i still get angry at this disease but have learned so much about life and living because of the disease.
To-day, was taking some stereo speakers from the TV and there were wires all over the place, that was usually his job but it has become mine, now i am one that would have ripped the wires, but to-day i took the time to unwind and be careful, started to laugh at this...it was like he was doing it...he did teach me patience.
His ashes are in the kitchen with his favorite baseball cap on top, sometime i get angry and tell them off, sometime i laugh, and sometime it is just peace. Some of his ashes i took to a couple his favorite beaches.
You will in time find your own peace.
Grief lasts a long time a lifetime actually.
Each person is unique and each person grieves in their own way...you will find what is right for you.
Take care of yourself and do try to eat a proper diet.
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