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Originally Posted by lfhb1
Thank you Paula, wasn't meaning to make anyone cry, I do that enough myself. I post to help deal with the loss and I promised him that I would help figh this disease, which I am trying. So if anyone needs to talk or needs questions I am here, I dealth with every aspect of his healthcare and learned more than he knew. I want to be here for anyone that needs someone, not for pity. But I appreciate your feeling my pain. I do TRUELY MISS HIM each and every day. Our 30th wedding anniversary is next month and that was out goal to get to, so next month with be hard and everyones encouragement is also welcome. THANK YOU!
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My dear!
I'm sorry I didn't answered before but in dealing with my husband treatment for 2nd relapse I didn't notice your post answering mine. I started to cry not for pity. I have so many mactched feelings.
Everyday I deal with that question: And if my husband lose his battle? He is the love of my life, my companion, my huardian angel??? (O.K., Crying again, but I need to cry).
After his 2nd ATG, he's on cyclosporine but there is a drop on his platelets - 130 to 84. I'm terrified if it's other relapse. I want to be strong but sometimes I don't know how.
May God help you in your sorrow.
Sincerely.