Dear Joanna,
I am so sorry about your health problems and also that your family isn't giving you the support you need - far from it. Sometimes family can sure be disappointing. I cannot imagine turning my back on someone in need - especially a relative or close friend.
I wish I had some magic words to make all this different for you. All I can do is wish you well and pray that things turn around for you. Dealing with what you have on your plate at best would be difficult. Having to go it somewhat alone would be terrible.
Maybe you will find some new, supportive friends on the Forums. They are wonderful people.
Please let me know if I can be of any help.
shcalvert3@aol.com.
God Bless,
Sally